Saturday, September 30, 2006
hay...
masyado ng busy ang mga tao para mag blog.
wala ng bumibisita ng blog ko...
huhu.
anyways, sige, magpopost pa rin ako. para sa kung sino man ang matalisod dito. :D
dito ako ngayon office. Sabado na sabado. may training kasi.
O sha. un lang. dumaan lang ako. God bless sa inyong lahat. Be strong in the Lord.
8:06 AM
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
I've been visiting other peoples' friendster and blogs lately.
It's fun getting to know updates from them. Especially their pictures. You get to know how do they look like today.
Elementary... highschool... college...
Everyone.
Anyone.
I just enjoy seeing them again. Maybe not in person, but at least, through their pictures.
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Pasensya na nagdadrama lang po.
Ano na ba nangyari sakin lately? Eto, pagod. Pero kayod pa rin. Sa office, sa church... sa bahay (mostly para matulog na lang) Eto na buhay ko.
Naala niyo yung huli kong post? Tungkol dun sa training ko na singkwenta ang participants ko? Praise God! Amazing talaga kumilos si Lord. Nung umaga, super aligaga talaga ako. Hindi ko nga naubos lunch ko. Tinatawanan pa ko ng manager ko dahil natetense daw ako. Pero inencourage naman niya ako. Nung malapit ng magstart, medyo unti-unti na nagsa-subside yung kaba. Hanggang nung magstart na, ok na! No throw-ups, no sick feeling, no mental blocks. All went smoothly. I just can't contain my gratitude to the Lord for giving me the words and guts to speak. May advantage rin pala kapag geriatric--este, kapag di hamak na mas nakakatanda sa'yo ang audience mo. Kahet corny joke mo, kagat pa rin! Bwahehehe... kahit di sila madaling turuan, madali silang utuin. Hehe! Joklang... Pero, kidding aside, all glory to God!
Service architecture ulet yung training. Iniisip ko nga, sa tinagal-tagal ba naman nila dito sa TMC, hindi pa ba nila alam 'to? Eh, hello? Tinuturo 'to kapag newly hired palang. Pero, doctors' secretaries pala sila. At hindi sila dumadaan sa proseso ng HR. Direcho sila sa doctor. Kapag nagustuhan sila, OK! May trabaho ka na! Doc's din ang nagpapasweldo. Kaya in short, hindi sila empleyado ng TMC.
Unfortunately, they have to render a quality service that is at par with other world class institutions. Because they bear the name of TMC. Kayalang, nagrereklamo sila. (Para ngang naging grievance session yung training eh...) Dami daw masusungit na pasyente, toxic ang ibang mga doctors, et cetera et cetera... Parang di nila kayang gawin yung framework ng service na tinuturo sa aming service architecture. Yes, they bear the name of TMC. But TMC doesn't recognize them as part of the institution. Hindi sila empleyado. Hindi sila kapamilya. Wala sila nung benefits na tinatamasa ng mga empleyado talaga. Haay... kawawa naman sila.
Kaya nung nag air out sila ng kanilang mga hinaing, pinakikinggan ko lang sila. Malay ko ba kung ano ang isasagot ko sa kanila. Kaya hinayaan ko nalang sila na mag-express ng kung ano man ang nasa sa loob nila. Alam naman nila na hindi ako ang tamang person na makakasagot sa kanila eh. After the training, I grabbed the chance to pray for them in our closing prayer. To give them more strength, patience, wisdom, understanding... lahat na. Para maayos at masaya silang makapagtrabaho.
I hope through these trainings, hindi lang ako makapagshare ng knowledge. Sana, maging channel rin ako ng blessing para sa mga trainees. And may God's goodness be reflected through me in any way possible.
Ok! yun lang. Kamusta nalang sa inyo. God bless you! Be strong in the Lord! Mwah!
10:25 PM
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Monday, September 18, 2006
Got home today with a heavy headache... dull pain all over my head specially at the nape area. Can't stare still and focus my eyes that much on things kasi lalo sumasakit. Parang gusto magpop out ng eyeballs ko. Ang saket. Kaya too bad, I wasn't able to attend our Youth Leaders' Meeting. Hinihintay ko pa naman din yun kasi it's one of my spiritual wellsprings. Stress lang siguro. Mostly psychological. May schedule na naman kasi akong magtraining tomorrow eh...
Di ko pala nakukuwento. I had my first training as a facilitator last week in the Service Architecture with the Arellano Nursing Students na nag-eexposure sa TMC. Kabado siyempre. Pero iniisip ko na lang na parang reporting lang ito...
Pero... hindi pa rin eh. Kasi, in college, when you report, you just deliver the information. Pero sa training, you don't just give them the information. You instill it to them. You help them chew it. You speak the words right from your heart, not just from your short term memory. Kaya hindi pa rin na-alis ang kaba. Kahit naattendan ko naman na yun, at nakita ko naman na siyang iconduct ng aming trainor talaga, iba pa rin pag idedeliver ko na.
Praise God it turned out well. Konti lang naman ang students. 10 lang sila kaya madali lang utuin--este, turuan. Hehe. Pero sadyang boring ang topic kaya kahit gaanong pilit ko silang gisingin sa pagtuturo ko, hindi pa rin mawala ang antok nila. I understand them. Super. Ganon din kasi ako eh. Bali, 2 hours yung lecture. Mabilis na yun. Kasi usually ang Service Architecture ay around 3 1/2 hours. Pero ayoko namang magtagal ng ganon. Nakakaawa naman yung mga students. Parehas lang ang attention span namin.
Haay. What stressed me out this morning was when i learned that I have another schedule of training tomorrow. Sa mga doctors' secretaries. Same topic. Pero, matatanda na mga 'to kaya ewan ko lang kung mabibilog ko ulo nila. Hehe. Pinanghahawakan ko nalang yung 1Tim 4:12 -- "Do not let anyone look down on you because you are young. But set an example to the believers in speech, in life, in faith, in love, and in purity." My confidence in not in my self. It is in the Lord.
Pero hindi pa nagtatapos 'don. Guess what kung ilan sila... tumatagingting na SINGKWENTA. 50. LIMANGPU. FIFTY. Kaya siguro sumakit ulo ko dahil dito.
Well, tingnan nalang natin bukas. Bibilisan ko lang. Brief but concise. Tutal, sabi naman ng senior trainor namin, ang kakain ng oras ay ang pagshe-share ng mga experiences. Since mga may edad na sila, mas marami silang mashe-share. Makikinig nalang ako. hehe. :D
O sha, hayun lang. Bihira na talaga ako makapag-post. Aaargh!!! I'm really crying out for one extra day sa isang linggo. 8 days a week!!! 8 days a week!!! 8 days a week!!! Haaaay... Buti sana kung puro work lang iniintindi ko. But I have responsibilites in our Chruch rin. Sa family and house rin. And most especially, sa spiritual life ko. I can't drop any of them. Iniisip ko nga, pag-ako naka-ipon na ng maganda ganda. Magbui-business nalang ako. Magtatayo ako ng editing studio ko. Harhar. :D Taopos mas makakapagconcentrate na ako sa work ko sa Church and I'll have all the time to spend time alone with my Lord. Tutal, hindi naman talaga ako after sa top ng corporate ladder. Kung yun ang will ni Lord so be it. I'll try my best to accomplish it. pero ngayon, wala pa yun sa heart ko. Because for me, success is not money and fame and perfection and dreams coming true. Success is when you finish what the Lord wants you to do. When you accomplish His will. No matter what it is. To be a president of a company, to be a loving wife and mother, to be a person of influence... it doesn't matter. What matters is for us to do God's will. No more. No less. And we won't accomplish it unless we're walking along His path.
Kaya yung mga wala pang work jan, grab this time to seek God's will for your life. Boy, I tell you, life is TOO short! Not time to make petiks petiks. Seek God. Seek God's face. Seek His path. Seek His throne. "Seek Him while He may be found." Hindi naman kasi tayo pipilitin ni Lord eh. He will wait as He make ways para pansinin natin Siya. But He won't wait forever. That's the scary truth. That's why if you must decide, decide NOW.
O siya sige. Have a blessed week. Miss you all.
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