Thursday, August 26, 2004

five more minutes please...

sleeping soundly
cradled softly
by dreams and fantasy
away fromr reality...

yes i hear
the raindrops so clear
but however i try
they sound like a lullaby

here in my bed
the covers up to my head
i continued my sleep
plunging into deep...

into deep unconsciousness
where a prince and a princess
laugh and run around
where happiness and love abound

Don't wake me up
or this dream will stop
vanishing into thin air
i know, you won't care

but let me just sleep
for five minutes, let it slip
my dream, don't you rend
let me finish it till the end.

7:28 AM
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Friday, August 20, 2004

My BLOCKMATES...

at first glance they are ordinary
...
just simple human beings roaming around the corridors
...
sitting by the window
...
talking, laughing, eating...
...
but have you managed to take a second look?
...
to search for the reason why they are roaming around? sitting by the window?
...
what are they talking or laughing about?
...
did you ever wonder what they are eating?
...
why they are eating? and what are they thinking while masticating that food?
...
they're just so ordinary looking
...
but what's going in their minds are breath taking...
...
ideas whirl endlessly
...
non stop, out of ordinary
...
ideas that would make you stop
...
to think about it for a while
...
to ponder its depths so deep
...
like a bottomless pit
...
yes, some sound funny at times
...
but hey, they need a good laugh
...
after an exhausting week of preliminary exams!
...
take a peek at their world
...
you'll see an alternative mold of each and one of them
...
outside, their smiles beam
...
inside, their hearts grieve
...
outside, their laughter erupts
...
inside, their moaning never stops
...
others are still and quiet
...
they're smiles can be counted
...
but their minds are speaking every so loudly
...
than their seatmate suffering with lalimania
...
simple ideas they can expound
...
nonsense things they could put some value
...
but they don't say it out loud
...
their pens do most of the talking
...
i tell you now, THEY ARE NOT ORDINARY
...
they're just hiding...
...
pretending not to be seen
...
not to exist
...
so that when they're real self emerged...
...
it will be a revelation
...




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Tuesday, August 17, 2004

love... that's all

i slammed the door behind me
didn't want to hear any word
didn't want to hear explanations
didn't want to hear any voice

silence ruled over me
darkness ate my soul
there was no way i could go back
... back outside that door.

loneliness silently crept
depression gnawed my spirit
i stretched out my hands
and grasped on the shadows...

on the shadows...
clinging on nothing but air
clinging on the hair-line
boundary of heaven and hell

but you pursued me
you didn't let go
you came into the darkness
silent and still

and yet the gentle breeze
of your presence
tingled my senses
why did you follow me?

i am worthless
a mistake when you
created the universe
who do you think i am?

a creation of flaw and mistake
yes, that's what i am
you should throw me away
and get rid of your headache

but you didn't answer

to my sad mumblings
your silent breathing
came like a thunder to my ear

who am i?
why don't you want to surrender on me
who are you?
why do i feel so small in front of you?

but your silence
silenced me too
you stood behind me

waiting me to turn back to you

rage turned into pity
anger turned into weakness
your unspeakable words
met the ears of my heart

"just take my hand
no questions please
just take my hand
and make your soul at ease"

why are you doing this?
can't you see me?
can't you see the real me?
can't you see the monster in me?

"monster in you
yes, i can see
i'll leave it in the dark
but i'll take you with me"

that did it
i turned my back
and reached for your hand
your big and gentle hand

you clasped it hard
it's warmth renewing me
like rushing water falls
your love set me free

my small hands
fit perfectly into yours
you lead me out of the dark
and there came a spark

a spark of realization
to the answer
and explanation
to my unending questions

your love answers it all
your love freed us all
your love saved us all
your love... that's all

2:32 PM
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Friday, August 13, 2004

Once again... i come back...

after swimming in the depths of handouts...
after savoring the chocolates while reviewing...
once again... i come back...
to tickle a neuron in your brain
to set your hearts into flame

after squeezing the terms into my brain
and squeezing them out again into my consciousness
once again... i come back...
to spill the thoughts in my mind
to spread the emotions in my heart

after staring with puzzlement at that wierd graph
and deciding that i don't know how to answer it anyway
once again... i come back...
with revenge in my blood
to take back all the sleeping hours i've lost

after painstakingly make those boxes and lines straight
as i tried my best to make an organizational chart
once again... i come back...
to draw my own lines
swirling and curling in any way i like

after fighting and suppressing my desire
to open my blog and visit for a while
once again... i come back...
to indulge myself into this cyber world
and share my feelings all over the world

after praying and asking for help
from the Father, the Most High One
once again... i come back...
to raise my voice in singing
"praise and thanks to HIM..."



12:26 PM
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Thursday, August 05, 2004

The Right Time

To the girls...

He's just out there somewhere
Waiting... Praying...
For the right time to come,
For the right time that you would
meet
For the right time that you would
smile at each other
For the right time that you would
share the very first conversation
For the right time that you would
touch elbows
For the right time that you would
slap each others hands
For the right time that you would
share a snack
For the right time that you would
share laughter
For the right time that you would
cry on each other's shoulders
For the right time that you would
lend a hankie to each other
For the right time that you would
clasp each other's hands
For the right time that you would
share a dinner--a candlelight
For the right time that you would
you would peck a kiss on each other's cheeks
For the right time that you would
stare on each other's eyes
And most of all... for the right time to say
the most awaited words...

"Finally... my waiting is over. I've found you."

Why is he not waiting for you?
Why is he waiting for the right time?
It's just because that right time
Would be the one and only moment
He would have you.

The story of each second have been written.
We are the characters of that story.
Don't go against the Author's creative mind.
Don't rush things
For everything is already
On its perfect place.
All we have to do is
Wait... pray...
for the right time to come.


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SA WAKAS!!!!

Hay salamat... nagawa ko rin. Sana hindi na ulit masira. Sa mga matitiyagang tao na bumisita sa blog ko, pasensya na po sa abala. Sana hindi na ulit masira ito...

Maraming salamat po.

1:55 PM
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