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Thursday, March 09, 2006

This is it...
... this is the week that I have been daydreaming on last 2 weeks when everyone of us were head over heels in finishing our thesis, practicums, and stuff...

Sigh. Just like what we all have thought of. That "Saturday" shall come to pass somehow. And it did.

It did.

We're actually done with everything!!! :D Oh... I just can't believe it. I just can't believe it that now we are just looking behind the Saturday event. I can't believe that we're just reminiscing everything now...

Speaking of reminiscing. I have been quite sentimintal this week. Ha... just like what I did in my last day in my high school. Every contour, every tile, every feeling of walking down the corridors of the college of science, I make it sure that it gets recorded in my memory. One day, the moment of our stay in our college would only be a fleetng memory. So I make sure that for the next years, it would be still vivid in my mind as it has been in the past.

... the feeling of walking in the quiet corridor during classhours
... the feeling of making your way out of the crowd just right after classes
... the sight of the sunlight casting rays through the ancient windows and on the yellow-tiled floor
... and how it makes a long row of bright squares along the corridor floor
... the brown doors of the classroom
... the small three-digit number above them
... the sky-blue door of our department
... the sense of its high-class atmosphere
... the long tiring stairs up to the third floor
... much more up to the fourth floor

what else? There's so much more. I can't enumerate them all in here. But I know, that it's fresh in my mind. And it's there. I can just relive the feeling whenever I want to.

It has been four years.

Four years.

But is it long or short?

Maybe when it comes with requirements, quizzes, thesis, hard subjects, it is quite long.
But when it comes with friends, and the family that have been formed within the four corners of the classroom, four years is too short.

Right?

If you can only wish to have another four years... just to be with the class you have loved, you have laughed and cried with and no homeworks, no class, no requirements. Just us. If you can only wish...

But we have to go on. This is the final stop of our train. Some of us has to go down, transfer rides, different rides, and some have to stay and continue on with journey. We can't forever stay in one journey. We have to go on. We have our own paths. We have our own railroads.

But of course, that would not mean we have to forget each other. Just like the way I remember the details of our beloved 3rd floor, main building, I know, all of us would remember each other vividly as much as possible.

We can still reach each other. Thanks to technology. We can still stay in touch.

To my dear classmates, 4c psych. Congratulations! We did it.

And for those who still have to continue the journey, don't worry! We're still here. And if we have to ride the train again, we will try. But if we can't, we assure you that we will be there to meet you when you arrive at the final station. :D

Luv you guys. May you have God's abiding grace and guidance in your next train ride.

11:02 AM
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