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Friday, January 06, 2006

ay naku, halos isang buwan din ako di nakapagpost. i reviewed my post about the retreat. sinabi ko pala dun na yung letters ko ibibigay ko ng "wednesday," kung ano mang date yun... i'm sorry, hanggang ngayon nasa drawer ko pa rin lahat ng mga letters niyo. may ilan-ilan pa akong di natatapos. malamang, before graduation ko na maibigay yung mga yun. hehe. :D buti nalang at pang-graduation na yung messages na sinulat ko dun. kaya, antabayanan niyo lang.

Okay, the past christmas break was not really a break. Amidst all the fun of preparing gifts, preparing for the kainan, the thoughts of impending thesis and 2 practicums just make me anxious. Very anxious. I just want to finish them ALL! AH! GIVE ME A BREAK!

All the happenings during the christmas season already seemed to be a distant memory from the past. Let me recall... gumawa kami ng suman, nakapagluto ako ng napakasarap na togue, (with some help of course), umakyat kami ng Mt. Samat--you know that mountain guys? Sa bataan yun, yung mountain na may malaking cross sa tuktok. Yung cross na yun, building yun. Yung vertical beam ng cross has an elevator that will bring you up to the 36th floor, which is by the way, the only floor in that building. That 36th floor is the horizontal beam of the cross. It's a viewing deck. And when you poke your head out of the window, (which is quite scary), you'll be looking down 36 floors below. Kita yung manila bay, saka... china sea ata yun. ang galing. ang ganda... ang lamig ng hangin! siyempre, open ang windows. and to think, habang nilalakad namin yung length ng viewing deck na yun, walang support yun sa ilalim. kasi nga siya yung horizontal beam ng cross. ang saya na scary talaga. bigla ko naalala si jelo... ano kaya mangyayari kay jelo kung andun siya...? hehe!

hayun. yun yung pinaka highlight ng christmas and new year ko--the mount samat experience.

ngayun, tapos na ang maigsing bakasyon. Bago palang magpasukan, i tried to condition myself with all the things that was left pending last year--thesis, practicum. hay. thank God at tapos na ang thesis intervention namin. I just hope na matapos namin ang 1st thesis draft namin in time. shucks... ni hindi pa nga kami nakakapagsimulang mag major major revision ng aming chaps 1 - 3. May nabago pa sa related lit namin. Tapos hindi kami makakita ng related lit dun sa isang topic namin... yikes. yikes. i hope everything will just POOF! gone... but it won't. *sight*

Ah basta! matatapos rin ito. Diba? Diba?! DIBA!!!???

I need my weekends... but it's hard for me to sacrifice my precious weekends dahil naka-commit yun sa church activities. well... wala naman ako magagawa. first things first. kaya kailangan mas ma-strengthen ang spiritual life ko if I have to spend my church time to my school stuff. Gotta to feed my spirit with God's word every now and then. Talk and wait on Him as well. His my only refuge and strength.

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