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Tuesday, August 17, 2004

love... that's all

i slammed the door behind me
didn't want to hear any word
didn't want to hear explanations
didn't want to hear any voice

silence ruled over me
darkness ate my soul
there was no way i could go back
... back outside that door.

loneliness silently crept
depression gnawed my spirit
i stretched out my hands
and grasped on the shadows...

on the shadows...
clinging on nothing but air
clinging on the hair-line
boundary of heaven and hell

but you pursued me
you didn't let go
you came into the darkness
silent and still

and yet the gentle breeze
of your presence
tingled my senses
why did you follow me?

i am worthless
a mistake when you
created the universe
who do you think i am?

a creation of flaw and mistake
yes, that's what i am
you should throw me away
and get rid of your headache

but you didn't answer
to my sad mumblings
your silent breathing
came like a thunder to my ear

who am i?
why don't you want to surrender on me
who are you?
why do i feel so small in front of you?

but your silence
silenced me too
you stood behind me
waiting me to turn back to you

rage turned into pity
anger turned into weakness
your unspeakable words
met the ears of my heart

"just take my hand
no questions please
just take my hand
and make your soul at ease"

why are you doing this?
can't you see me?
can't you see the real me?
can't you see the monster in me?

"monster in you
yes, i can see
i'll leave it in the dark
but i'll take you with me"

that did it
i turned my back
and reached for your hand
your big and gentle hand

you clasped it hard
it's warmth renewing me
like rushing water falls
your love set me free

my small hands
fit perfectly into yours
you lead me out of the dark
and there came a spark

a spark of realization
to the answer
and explanation
to my unending questions

your love answers it all
your love freed us all
your love saved us all
your love... that's all

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